Tuesday, August 25, 2009

What???

This is a post I created quite some time ago....

I cannot believe it has been THAT long since I posted! Well, I can but.... I seriously thought it was about 1 month ago that I posted last!!!!



Well what, you ask, has been going on in that Little House? A lot actually! We've hosted a Spanish student for a month and had a lot of writing seminars to teach. Aug 25th seemed so far away! It is hard to believe it is here!



Today though I am writing because there is so much that God is teaching me. He has been teaching me that I can rest in knowing that He truly is in control. He is working behind the scenes at every turn for those who love Him. Continually, over the last month when I seriously thought I couldn't take another step, He was there and taught me that I could do so much more than I ever thought possible. He has been teaching me to laugh when I feel like crying and to continually be thankful for all He has blessed me with.



I still cannot help the angst I feel when I hear the plight of people around the world and have been wondering with increasing frequency what exactly He wants me to do with it all. I want to do so much....yet I feel so small! So I continue to pray.....and hear nothing....or so I think anyway. Maybe I am not really listening? Maybe He has revealed what I am to do with it all....but I am just not listening.